Encouragement from Hymns

Wow...it's been a while since I've posted anything on this blog. For over a year now, I've been blogging over at andallisbright.wordpress.com. This blog is not really posted for the general public anymore. I've been thinking a lot about blogging over the last few months and realized that I think right now is a time for me to say less than I usually do. When I do blog, it's usually related to my credential program and the challenges and triumphs encountered there. However, blogging or writing in general helps me sort out my thoughts, so I might use this space just for my own benefit. If anyone else comes across this, I hope you are encouraged by what you see.

There have been several things lately that have caused me to battle with discouragement and discontentment in general. My uncle passed away pretty suddenly a few weeks ago. Relationships with friends are becoming harder to keep up when most friends are so far away. And then there's credentialing. Student teaching presents many challenges. Many of these kids have really rough home lives and it's heartbreaking. Additionally, many students are constantly disrespectful to every single adult in our class (myself, my master teacher, and an aide for a hard-of-hearing student). This has been quite the challenge as the constant management feels like a distraction for actual teaching. Also, it has revealed much of my own sin. I constantly fight impatience, annoyance, and general unkindness. I genuinely love my students, but there are times when my tone conveys otherwise. It's been pretty discouraging, but God is too kind to let me stay in my discouragement. He has used many people to encourage me, but one thing that has helped almost more than anything else is listening to hymns. If you know me, you know how much I love hymns. They are essentially doctrine put in beautiful words and put to music. How can you be discouraged by your circumstances when you're constantly pointed to Christ and the hope you have because of Him??

Here are some verses from hymns that have been especially encouraging:

1. All the way my Savior leads me,
   What have I to ask beside?
   Can I doubt His tender mercy,
   Who through life has been my Guide?
   Heav’nly peace, divinest comfort,
   Here by faith in Him to dwell!
   For I know, whate’er befall me,
   Jesus doeth all things well;
   For I know, whate’er befall me,
   Jesus doeth all things well.

1. -All the Way My Savior Leads Me, Franny Crosby

Every day the Lord Himself is near me,
With a special mercy for each hour;
All my cares He fain would bear and cheer me,
He whose name is Counsellor and Pow’r.
The protection of His child and treasure
Is a charge that on Himself He laid;
“As thy days, thy strength shall be in measure,“
This the pledge to me He made.

-Day by Day, Lina Sandell

1. I fear no foe, with Thee at hand to bless;
   Ills have no weight, and tears no bitterness;
   Where is thy sting, death? Where, grave, thy victory?
   I triumph still, abide with me.

-Abide with Me, Henry F. Lyte

My faith has found a resting place,

Not in device or creed.

I trust the ever living One,

His wounds for me shall plead.

I need no other argument,

I need no other plea,

It is enough that Jesus died,

And that He died for me. 

-My Faith Has Found a Resting Place, Eliza E. Hewitt

This is my Father’s world, O let me ne’er forget
That though the wrong seems oft so strong, God is the ruler yet.
This is my Father’s world: the battle is not done:
Jesus Who died shall be satisfied,
And earth and Heav’n be one.

-This Is My Father's World, Maltbie D. Babcock

O that day when freed from sinning,
I shall see Thy lovely face;
Clothed then in the blood washed linen
How I’ll sing Thy sovereign grace;
Come, my Lord, no longer tarry,
Take my ransomed soul away;
Send thine angels now to carry
Me to realms of endless day.

-Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing, Robert Robinson

I strongly recommend listening to hymns when you are discouraged. 

Hope you're having a good night! :)

Laurie

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Be Still, My Soul

Be still, my soul: the Lord is on thy side.
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain.
Leave to thy God to order and provide;
In every change, He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul: thy best, thy heavenly Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

Be still, my soul: thy God doth undertake
To guide the future, as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
Be still, my soul: the waves and winds still know
His voice Who ruled them while He dwelt below.

Be still, my soul: when dearest friends depart,
And all is darkened in the vale of tears,
Then shalt thou better know His love, His heart,
Who comes to soothe thy sorrow and thy fears.
Be still, my soul: thy Jesus can repay
From His own fullness all He takes away.

Be still, my soul: the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord.
When disappointment, grief and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love’s purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul: when change and tears are past
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last.

Such rich, beautiful truths in the midst of a stressful week. I can be still and rest in Him, because He is good and is in total control.

Thoughts at the End of the Semester

Colossians 3:23-24 - "Whatever you do, do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance. It is the Lord Christ whom you serve."

These verses have been especially challenging this past week. Since Thanksgiving, I have really felt the weight of all that comes between me and the end of the semester. It's been convicting to see all the time that I've wasted this semester. Yes, it's important to make memories and have fun, but leaving work until the end of the semester is never a good idea and that is exactly what I've done. I have a lot of work to do that I've known about for a long time, and now I'm paying the price for that. But it's good to learn discipline and to remember that my work is not done for my professors, future employers, or even my future students. My work is done for the Lord, and that challenges me to work even harder than I would otherwise. This too is an act of worship if I choose to make it so. So I haven't been able to do all that I have wanted to do lately, and I haven't gotten as much sleep as I would like to, but I have had a great last few days. I'm overtired and do not have time for a lot of breaks, but the joy of the Lord is constant. I know that I am pleasing Him with my hard work, and no amount of sleep or fun could possibly be better than that. I have learned that receiving energy from the Lord is even better than getting as much sleep as I'd like or drinking caffeine. The Lord's strength is more than sufficient for all of my needs. He is so faithful to help me even when I haven't been faithful to work hard for His glory this semester. He is so good and so kind, wouldn't you say?

Encouraging Quote

"I pray for you, that all your misgivings will be melted to thanksgivings. Remember that the shadow a thing casts often far exceeds the size of the thing itself (especially if the light be low on the horizon) and though some future fear may strut brave darkness as you approach, the thing itself will be but a speck when seen from beyond. Oh that He would restore us often with that 'aspect from beyond,' to see a thing as He sees it, to remember that He dealeth with us as with sons."
-Jim Elliot

Love this quote. Sometimes trials seem huge when actually they aren't, we just have the wrong perspective. If only we saw things as we ought, as God does, we would be able to truly "Consider it all joy...when [we] encounter various trials." I don't want to downplay hard times - because sometimes we do encounter intense pain and suffering. I just want to remember to keep it in perspective, and not see things as larger than they really are. Oh to be so mature, to see things as God sees them!

Sweet Truths

"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we would be holy and blameless before Him. In love He predestined us to adoption as sons through Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the kind intention of His will, to the praise of the glory of His grace, which He freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace which He lavished on us. In all wisdom and insight He made known to us the mystery of His will, according to His kind intention which He purposed in Him with a view to an administration suitable to the fullness of the times, that is, the summing up of all things in Christ, things in the heavens and things on the earth. In Him also we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to His purpose who works all things after the counsel of His will, to the end that we who were the first to hope in Christ would be to the praise of His glory. In Him, you also, after listening to the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation - having also believed, you were sealed in Him with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is given as a pledge of our inheritance, with a view to the redemption of God's own possession, to the praise of His glory."

Ephesians 1:3-14

Beautiful words, amazing truths. We were reminded of all of these blessings in church this morning, and I thought that this was such a rich reminder that I would share it with you all.

Isn't it amazing - He chose us and adopted us?!

It's incredible. But true.

Thank You, Father.

Loving God

Hello! I am back once again. It's been forever since I've posted on this blog but I am finally back with something to say. It's something that's been on my mind a lot lately, and something that I've talked about with my discipler and a few other friends.

I have really been thinking about what it means and looks like to love God. One of my friends said something about her boyfriend that we hear a lot in Christian circles, but this time it really got me thinking. She said that he made her love God more. I wondered, "What does that really mean? What does it look like when a person makes me love God more?" I began to think of the people in my life who really have helped me love Him more, and that was a good starting point. I realized it was people like my parents, certain teachers or college professors, small group leaders, past and present disciplers, all of my college group leaders, certain friends, etc... I am blessed in that this list could keep going.

So then I thought, why do these people help me love God? What do they do that causes my love for God (and also, for others) to grow? Here are a few things that I came up with:

• They talk to me about loving God and their passion is so obvious that it spills over to me.
• They talk about God's love for us, which causes us to love Him more.
• They teach me more about God, or explain things I've never understood, and this increase in knowledge yields an increase in love.
• Their lives are consistently centered on and governed by Christ, and He is always at work in their lives.
• They teach me how my own life can be centered on Christ and governed by Him. 
• They encourage me to lean on Him when times are good and when times are bad.
• They challenge me to do hard things and trust Him with the results.

One verse that has come to mind repeatedly is when Jesus was talking to His disciples in John 14:15. It says "If you love Me, you will keep My commandments." I think this statement, though simple, is hard. This verse is what really helped me understand that if we love Him, we obey Him. We cannot truly claim to love Him if we are unwilling to obey to Him. We must submit to Him, letting His ways govern our life.

I know this may sound burdensome, wearying, or just plain hard. I don't want to share the gospel with my unsaved friends - what if they don't talk to me anymore? I don't want to be honest with my friend when she asks if what she did was okay (looking for affirmation), when the answer is "no" - how awkward! I don't want to die to myself and prefer others' needs above my own needs - I have homework that is due by midnight! I don't want to work to correct my thinking according to Philippians 4:8 - that's too hard! All of these things, or things similar to them, have crossed my mind before. It does feel like a lot of work. But that's when we remember that the focus is not on our works but on our hearts.

Again John helped me to understand more about this. I John 5:3 says, "For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments; and His commandments are not burdensome" (emphasis mine). When we truly love God, we will want to obey Him. When we love Him as we should, as He is worthy, we will want to do whatever it takes to obey, serve, and glorify Him. Personal cost won't matter, because love isn't thinking about ourselves, but of the object of our affection. To love God is to put Him first and decide that we are going to follow Him wherever He leads us and submit to Him along the way. We will desire to be obedient, so obeying won't feel like a burden. When are hearts are enamored by Him, we will strive to please Him, and will rejoice when we do so.

I do not want to sound legalistic in any way - we don't have to obey Him to earn salvation. We don't have to obey Him to make Him like us better. Jesus has already done all of the work necessary - to add to that is to say that His work was not enough, and it definitely was enough. I am just saying that we need to remember that our love and our faith are shown by our obedience to Him. Remember this song from Sunday school - "Obedience is the very best way to show that you believe..."? Or this old hymn "Trust and obey, for there's no other way to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey"? Belief/trust is coupled with obedience, because obeying shows our love.

So who is it that makes me love God more? I think that while everything I stated in the above list is true, I believe that the people who really encourage me to love Him are the ones who encourage me to obey Him, even when it's hard or seems pointless. It's the people who help me think rightly about a situation, based on what is true instead of what is assumed or imagined, knowing that God has called us to think true thoughts. It's the people who encourage me to pray heartily about a decision before making it. It's even the ones who may not realize they're helping me when they make comments that show me how prideful I am and how I need to change. These people are the ones who encourage me to love Him more. These are the people I want to stick around in my life. These are the friendships I want to grow in and continue to look for. This is the kind of person I eventually want to marry. And maybe most importantly, this is the kind of person I want to be.

Thoughts

As a 21year old Christian college single, I am bombarded with all sorts of relationship advice. I am surrounded by friends who are seriously dating, engaged, or married. My best friend from high school is now married to another good friend and they recently bought their first home. In the last week alone, two new Facebook engagements have popped up on my feed. Chapel and college group messages are often about dating and/or marriage, or at least touch on the subject.

Let me be clear: I am NOT complaining. In fact, I love that I know so many people who are in such an exciting stage of life. I do not envy my dating/engaged/married friends, but instead rejoice with them. It's a fun time in life right now where I can hang out with couples but I still have lots of single friends as well. But there is a danger in this stage of life, and that danger is thinking.

In our thought lives, it is easy to be idealistic about marriage. Let's be honest, as girls we have been at least thinking about our weddings since junior high or earlier. We wonder what man will be at the end of the aisle we'll walk down. We pretty much know what we're looking for. Tall, dark, and handsome, with just a hint of nerdiness (read: loves argyle) and a deep baritone singing voice? Yes please. Or one of my favorite lists: holy, hot, and humble. We're going to have a perfect marriage, working through every problem easily and comfortably. We'll also have a perfectly decorated and neat home. We'll be the ideal Christian American dream parents, too. Life will be perfect once I'm married.

That's what we think, anyway. Fast forward ten or fifteen years when we're married to a man and the romance isn't alive as it once was. Your kids repeatedly bicker with one another and your house is a mess more often than not. Three years after you've found the "perfect" church, you find out it's not after a messy split. We have preconceived notions about what married life will be like, and sometimes they couldn't be further from the truth. Yes, it may be great 90% of the time, but there will still be really hard days. I catch myself thinking "If only I was __________, life would be easier."

Why is this mindset harmful? Because it sets you up for disappointment. It sets you up to believe that you chose the wrong home, church, spouse, or whatever. But that isn't true! Life will always be full of both good times and bad. Even if you always made the right decision, life would still have trials. We need to stop thinking wrongly about what the future holds in order to have a good attitude both now and then.

At the end of the semester, my Bible study group went to the home of Austin Duncan. His wife Merrily talked to us about the dangers of wrongful thinking. She gave practical advice on how to think correctly so that we do not set ourselves up for disappointment. One thing she said was that most discontentment comes from wrongful thinking. It's true if you think about it - when I find myself discontent in my singleness, it's because I'm imagining the perfect life with the perfect man and how I'll be fulfilled when that comes along. But the truth is, I don't need a man to be fulfilled - a Man already has made it possible for me to be fulfilled. That man is Jesus Christ, and because of Him, I am whole and complete. 

Another thing Merrily said was that we need to train ourselves to think rightly. Train yourself. Put some work into it. She said we must pay attention to our thoughts. This is where some super practical advice came in. You know the verse Philippians 4:8?

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Well, she said that she uses it as a sort of check list. Because sometimes as a woman married to a pastor whose ministry is pretty big and whose three young children keep her busy, she can be discontent if she allows certain thought to take form. So when she feels those thoughts arise, she thinks of the verse and asks herself, "Is what I'm thinking right now TRUE?" If the answer is no, then she stops there and makes herself instead think of what is true. If the answer is yes, she moves on to ask, "Is what I'm thinking right now HONORABLE?" and the list goes on. Only if it passes each little test with a yes does she allow thought to take form. If not, away it goes. She told us that our doctrine must determine our thinking, not the other way around. If our thoughts are not based on truths from the Bible, then they are wrong. Merrily admitted that there are even certain words she does not allow herself to think, such as "overwhelmed". If she allows herself to believe she's overwhelmed, then she'll become too stressed. But if her mind isn't even allowed to go there, she knows she can get through the tasks at hand. There are probably words that we all may use from time to time in our thoughts that aren't helpful. Friends, if a thought is hindering you rather than helping you, get rid of it! Replace your wrongful thoughts with ones that are based on what is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, commendable, excellent, and worthy of praise. Don't let that verse become cliche. Let God use it to change you and mold you into the image of Christ.

This is something that the Lord has reminded me again and again that I must change. Contentment is hard! But if we don't learn it today, then it will only get harder and harder to fight for it. Ask God where you are thinking wrongly about things, and ask Him to help you change your thoughts and your attitude. You know He will help you if you only ask Him! The last tidbit of wisdom taken from Merrily is that we all have things that we consider to be more important than what God has given us right now. But we must remember that God knows what's best for us and His timing is impeccable. If I don't have something right now and I think I need it, then I am essentially thinking that it's more important than what God has already given me. This is the root of our discontentment. We must believe that God wants what's best for us and He'll give it to us at the right time. Until then though, we must take charge of our thoughts and only believe what is true.